By: sue

sue — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:21:15 +0000

The comments are true and scriptural. God does know best. One door closed on me with my job of 3 years as a charge RN. I have been a nurse over 18 years and made a mistake that was thankfully not one to lose licensure over.
I was devastated, but my background in my spirital life lead me to ask God, what now? I went through a grieving process and just wanted to stay in bed and be a recluse because I felt so bad about myself. I am a great nurse and I know there is a reason for this. Maybe it was time for me to leave my job, whether I wanted to or not (i had those thoughts of finding another job the last year but didn’t follow through). Everyday gets better now. I spoke to my Pastor and I get a little stronger. I don’t feel lead to find a job right now (although I look daily)..and I have a house to rent next door, but don’t feel it’s time to rent it (which would help since I have a mortgage 10 more years). I am just still, listening to what is next. My RN license is good, driver’s license valid. I am thinking that what might come out of this is that as time goes on someone will experience something similar, or the same, and I can be there to encourage them. You never understand someone totally unless you have walked a mile in their shoes. God sometimes wants to pull you closer and sometimes I just won’t listen unless something devastating happens and there is no one that can help you but HIM. I have experienced this before. He knows us better than we know ourselves and if this saves us from being lost and preventing us from going to Heaven, then, it’s worth it. On top of everything else, my mother has dementia and I am caring for her. It’s a good thing she’s with me, she agrees to paying the bills til I get a job. I am in a state of limbo but, I know something good is about to happen, I feel it in my spirit. Sue

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